You know, this is just an absolute nightmare. IThoughtb I had arrived. I thought all the pain, mess ups, humiliation, horrible experiences I went through dating we're done. I had no idea it all just begun. I'm going through the most horrible divorce. I'm so thankful that I quit smoking pot and drinking, because I need all faculties on board to function during this time. Everything has been going so much better for her. The psychological assessment was a nightmare for me, the guardian seems to scrutinize me so much worse. I'm never going to stop fighting though. There needs to be tough reform. I think men out there literally lose their minds over. Like this.