Hey all...

I've posted in here before and of course did not listen. Regardless, i don't know where else to turn and lord knows the internet is boundless.

I don't know what else to do. I just tried to fill out the paperwork to file for dovorce and broke down. I don't know how I'm going to survive 1. Without my kids, and 2. Without any money.

For the first time in my life I actual thought of (insert dark negative thought thay syarys with 's') but could never do that to my kids.

There is no help for men in abusive relationships and even if there was, no court would even consider giving me custody.

I just dont know. Sorry for wasting a good post.