She just told me that she wasn't happy or loved me.she said that she has love for me but she doesn't love like a wife should love her husband. She said that there's no one else but I'm not sure?I don't keep things bottle up and I let them go some time I'm loud and cursing but that's how it is .but she doesn't talk about anything that's has to do with our marriage. I'm was a abusive asshole in my first marriage .but I was younger and didn't know how to dill with what we was going through.but I work on me and my mental health for about 10 years I was single. We been together for 17 years and to kids .I told her that I would do anything to try and make it work. But I don't think she will cause she doesn't communicate her feelings or anything. She doesn't want or maybe she doesn't know to express her feelings. I scream at her for something that happened. Yes I was wrong for doing it and I told I was wrong for it it was over the electric bill getting shut off by accident she set up a payment arrangement and didn't tell me. There's a lot of things that are happening right now that is creating a lot of stress in our marriage. Financial we struggling with she lost her job and we had a car repossessed. But don't take that out on her .I just keep going on and struggling with it to my self. I don't want my kids to go through it 😪 I just at lost.i know that you can't make anyone do anything 💔 but I just lost about it .