Four months ago my wife decided to have the talk with me about separating. One month later, she has second thoughts and wants a divorce. I’m not going into reasons why but divorce is not what I want. I cried and got upset over it because I still love her so much. I really felt like we could work it out. Had to move back into my parents house. All my stuff is in boxes and I just refuse to unpack anything because I’m just so upset and don’t want to deal with that. Today, we are still married but divorce is coming, wife just hasn’t gotten papers yet. But the reality of divorce has hit me really hard this week. She will be moving out of our house soon. She’s talking to me less and less. I think she’s finally over me completely. I’m an emotional wreck. I keep missing work because I’m just so upset. I want her back. I’m just so damn lonely and heartbroken. And I have no idea what to do now. I have zero motivation to do anything because I’m in that state of mind of “what’s the point anymore? nothing matters anymore.”