My head popped off the pillow from some stupid anxiety inducing dream. I don’t even remember the dream but I know this feeling all too well. Mind racing and in that stupor you look for that person who was supposed to be your support but they’re no longer there. Then you finally become conscious and realize you’re on your own but it’s different than being on your own during the marriage. Start looking at the positives. It’s a chance to start practicing self awareness, care, reflection and sustainability. Now you don’t have to deal with the high probability of rejection because they view you as a nuisance since you bothered them. Your comfort is your own and you get to take care of yourself your way with no fear of rejection or shame from someone who is so selfish. Cheers brothers and let your healing guide you to better lives through self beneficial decisions.