Not sure where to even go from here. We have been married for 7yrs and have a 4 and 1 year old. We have had our ups and downs mostly from me refusing to accept my mental health issues. This significantly impacted our sex life and wife found out I recently started using porn to fill that void. I have ALOT of regret for doing this and acknowledge my role in putting us down this road. That lead to being served papers 3 years ago. Now I'm stuck here begging for her not go through with this while I continue therapy and begin medication for my issues so I can become the person she fell in love with.She's saying she can't love me like that anymore and it's better for her and the kids if we split and both heal. I'm devastated and don't want this. She was a stay at home mom, which will obviously have to change. I was working full time and going for my MBA after the kids went to bed. Since this all went down I chose to drop the MBA and focus on this situation For the kids sake I want to work through this so they can continue the "norm". Having a hard time even envisioning us seperated or her moving on when we had this life planned out.