I'm a polish guy (22yo). Yesterday I saw 3 Ukrainians in restaurant. Father, mother and a young son. They had a good time just being together. I had my own meal and I was observing how they act, what they say to each other.

I was jealous. I wanted to be inside body of that young son and see what I never saw between my own parents - happiness, smiles and just being comfortable together.

My parents argued each other like crazy (literally every f*cking day) and divorced in 2013. I never saw any love or taking care of each other... Ever.

When somebody asks me when I'm going to get married I'm making some joke cause I can't even IMAGINE having a wife. I never had a girlfriend and I'm not trying to get some. It's something odd to me to be with somebody. It's strange to me to flirt with women

I just wanted to post that. If you read this - I simply thank you.