My first marriage lasted for 33 years. She left me under a Texas clause which is a "get of marriage free". No proof, no defense. I suffered for several years. Fortunately our only child had already graduated from high school. I tried to maintain some semblance of courteous behavior, with no reciprocation. All "friends" abandoned me. A couple of years ago I came to terms that "my family" no longered care. My actual family - dad, mom and brother were all deceased before the divorce.

I did get married for a second time - 7 years now. However, even though I truly thought I had gotten over my first marriage, the last two nights there were some odd events that bother me.

My current wife is diabetic. During the night it is common for her sugar to drop. The other night she went to get a soda. She said when she came back to bed and popped open the can - that I started to sing "Pop A Top, Again". This is an old Jim Ed Brown song. It was also my ex's favorite song when we met.

The next night - I had a very vivid dream that was an episode from Friends. Only I was Ross and my Ex was Rachel arguing over "we were on a break". WTF is wrong with me?