I'm currently navigating a divorce, and despite it going relatively smoothly with the help of a lawyer due to my demanding career, the emotional toll is significant. We were married for 8 months together a total of 8 years, and her departure after 10 months has been heartbreaking. I've managed to pursue the career I wanted, initially motivated by her, but now it's for myself. However, the lingering nightmares persist seven months post-separation. Learning about her pregnancy, despite her earlier commitment to abort anything we would have has been emotionally challenging but she let another man do that its sick. I experience a mix of happiness and sadness, missing her at times but also recognizing the difficulties. At 26, the dating scene feels challenging. I long for peace, hoping it comes with time. But idk .