I finally listed my house for sale. I’m under contract for more than I listed for. Have a great opportunity right now. At first I wanted to rent for a year or so but changed my mind & want to try to also buy another house in a new area.

Still have to figure out the situation with all 5 pets she left me with. It’s just too much anymore & they deserve better.

Yesterday I pushed myself to get all of the outside chores done & am feeling it today. Woke up today with the all too familiar feelings of feeling lost, without purpose, unfulfilled & defeated.

Instead of sitting around drowning in grief for the rest of the year, I’m really trying for change now. I feel like I wasted so much time that I’ll never get back feeling sorry for myself.