It's her Friday night. She's all coked out drunk and high having the time of her life with our friends and her new friends .im sitting alone depressed sober. She'll take the house and she never paid for. She left on Christmas after a big fight and a year of her doing no drugs and me becoming anger. We hit each other. She died her hair purple and is a huge slut now after a 8 year relationship. I'm 29m. She's 29f. I need some kind words. I've had so much therapy after my suicide attempt. Nothing helps. What do I do? Her drug dealer texts me and says she left cuz I have a small dick and I'm dumb.