Good evening!

I stumbled upon this subreddit because I wanted to find people who left the red pill. I was in it from 2016-2019 but left because I realized I didn't really fit in there and that I needed counseling.

My brother introduced me to red pill books and authors about a decade ago when he was hurting after his divorce. I read books by Rollo Tomassi, Aaron Clarey and Roosh V.

I was on Roosh V Forum for some time because as a guy, I didn't get much male guidance due to circumstances. The forum got ugly when Roosh had his mushroom trip along with losing his sister prompting to go back to the Orthodox Church. It was also the time when Trump was elected that I saw the bigotry come out in full force. It was there in his site Return of Kings.

The one thing that I'll never forget was them hating on a shooter. There was a shooting at a video game tournament in Jacksonville, Florida back in 2018. They hated on the shooter because he was Jewish and the comments showed a lack of compassion because of that. The Shooter had mental issues, but that was ignored. The forum also got overloaded with a bunch of racism and antisemitism. Roosh banned any criticism of Christianity, but calling Jews the Synagogue of Satan was just fine. I left because I hated the censoring, but the religious overtones reminded me of emotionally abusive family members.

Aaron Clarey, the guy is just miserable whenever I see him. I mean, how good is he for help when his main thing is to enjoy the decline.

The red pill guys have a toxic worldview that doesn't really address the issues men face. It must be exhausting to be hating on a group of people for your entire life.

They never bothered to improve themselves so they can attract women. They just go by the "Chad" stereotype when honestly, the Chads are more confident in themselves while they aren't.

Anyhow, just my rant for the night, hope to have more discussions on leaving the redpill.