Nothing is really here for me honestly. I wasn’t born with any talent or I’m not good looking with charisma. I’m also not smart enough to get a high paying job such as a doctor or lawyer. I’m a borderline incel since I haven’t had a gf since high school and I’m 24 now. I’ve put myself out there to meet friends and even dating but nothing is clicking. I don’t have good family support to go back to or talk to. Plus racism is a big deal here living in the U.S. I changed my resume to a white name and suddenly I was getting job offers.