I'm basically the pills' target demographic (22 y.o. virgin dude). I don't like the vision that either the red (become a caricature of masculinity so I can date younger women in a decade) or black pill (LDAR) has for me. At the same time I don't really have any hope that my situation will get any better. What I would ideally want is to commit (in a few years--I would feel insecure and bitter if I had to wait till my 30's) to an equal partnership with somebody that doesn't expect me to be particularly masculine, but both pills say that that is basically impossible on multiple counts (i.e., because I don't have 'value' yet, or because an 'equal' partnership isn't real).

At the same time the idea of getting into a relationship as I am right now, as an unremarkable, high inhib awkward dude feels like an impossible task. I feel sexually inferior to women my age, and I'm not really all that good at acting out a male role. Thee red pill in some way gave me some degree of hope that I could eventually overcome this, but I'm not really interested in the end that the red pill gives me.

With that being said, is it an actionable goal to find an equal partner ready to commit as a young guy? How does one go about doing that?