I was undergoing some neglect from my family. From both the females and the males. And because more females were living at home at the time, I antagonized them because they wouldn't help me take care of my younger brother who has a disability "enough" because I would never ask for help.

Also I became bitter towards women after liking several girls and seeing it go nowhere.

...but I never remembered the countless girls I rejected simply because they weren't "pretty enough."

So in the end, I was living in hypocrisy and self pity when I was a red piller.

It finally hit me one day when I was talking to a bunch of mgtow guys on Kik. And heard them trashing my sisters after one of my rants. They kept saying "AWALT. ALL WOMEN ARE LIKE THAT."

And I just thought "really?" I could already think of a handful of girls who WERE NOT like the girls they described were ALL LIKE THAT.

And I finally realized how stupid it is to generalize 3.5 billion women based off of our confirmation bias and bad experiences.

I've moved on from my mgtow days. And instead of victimizing myself. I actively work to sort out my relationships with women to resolve any issues when they come up. And I've built stronger, and beautiful relationships with women in my life, and I couldn't be happier.