All my life I've been in bad relationships because I'm not appreciative of myself. I have met good men, but pushed them away because I subconsciously started to look for non-existent "mistakes". I now realise that I felt like I don't deserve better. Now I notice that my thinking has changed. Bad behavior is a turn off for me. I almost stopped dating completely, because I thought that I'm just a hopeless case. Thanks FDS, you opened my eyes.