I’m the type of person that falls for someone super easily, or should I say, super fast? When I said fast, I meant, FAST. I can fall for someone that literally just open the door for me. I can fall for someone because he’s cute or tall. I can fall for someone that literally smile just to be nice.

There’s a guy at work that I’m kinda interested in. When I saw him on my first day at work, straight away I find him cute. However, I didn’t get to interact with him that much as he just ended his shift when I started mine. The next day, we were in the same shift. I pretended that I wasn’t interested and do my own things as I was nervous for the tasks. However, he was across me and started to ask my name, and whether thats short name/nickname. Then he asked me what I’m doing right now since this job is a temporary job.

Then, we got to be in the same station. So we had a moment by ourselves while doing our job. We talked and talked. We asked about each other’s life, family, relationships. He even showed me his gf’s photo & I asked him how long were they together. 1 year. He seemed so in love with her so I don’t want to make a move on him or anything.

Today, I avoided him. I tried not to be at the same station as him. However, I keep on looking for him or at him? I keep wondering, what he’s doing at the other station. He’s obviously NOT INTERESTED because duh, he has a girlfriend. He once asked me whether I had relationship before and if I had anyone in mind. This was on the second day of my work with him. I told him that there’s a guy that liked me but I rejected him 3 times. Then, yesterday, he asked me if I’m still talking to him.

I don’t want to prolong this whole crush thing. It’s only been 2 weeks of my work here. He was supposed to leave this job last week but he extended the job as schools are closed due to covid19 lol. He’s leaving in less than a month. Anyone have tips on how I should forget him? I feel bad for liking someone’s boyfriend & I do not want this to become a habit.