I'm believe in no afterlife when I pass away. But that's my opinion I'm not going to lecture on it because many philosophers and other major atheist have explain why I don't believe. I believe that you have to enjoy every minute and live life to the fullest.

Now to the MGTOW part of me. Reason I'm MGTOW is because of how our social and legal system today is hurting men and how feminist or vindictive women hurting the good women. I admit women grow and mature and become great women. But the problem is you never know if the women you're with are genuinely good women. I've had always had trust issues with women while trying to date and almost got screwed by the law due to trying to the right thing which I'm not going to get into.

But the issue is I'm scared of being alone without companionship at my last days and not having children around me to say goodbye. I'm not scared of dying but scared of being alone. I'm not suicidal because I want to live like 80 or die by kicking ass lol. I just need someone to lift me up more or less.