I've been red-pilled and MGTOW for quite a bit now and sometimes interacting with a girl serves no other purpose than to confirm the new found beliefs. To see these beliefs being confirmed time after time is invigorating and keeps you on the right track, which is why I would like to share my recent experience with a girl.

I have known this girl for about 10 years and in my pre-MGTOW years I was orbiting her quite a bit. She was a solid 9 back then. We would go out about once a week. Nothing too fancy. Mostly hiking. Some cheap dinners. We would talk on the phone. We actually shared a hobby. So far so good, but of course, I wanted more. She was one of those people that make you happy just by being around them. She would smile without reason. She would flirt with you when opportune. How could I resist a girl like that?

Obviously, I was not good enough for her. Over the course of a decade she dated a string of mostly older men. Most of them were real Chads. And most of them were not at all interested in her the way I was. They were pumping and dumping her without fail. And of course, as is common when you are beta-orbiting a girl, she would give me a lot of details, especially when things did not turn out the way she imagined. Her Chads would go on holiday without her to exotic places. Her Chads would not get erections and she would ask me if I had any experience with Viagra. Hell, I was getting rock solid boners just by thinking of a woman eating a banana at that age. Her Chads would dump her and I would be her emotional tampon. She would tell me intimate details about how often she masturbated and how much she loved being tied up and fucked hard. I would listen and smile and pretend I did not want to get my dick wet in her hole.

Anyways, it took me a while to figure out, but eventually I quit orbiting her. One of the turning points was her getting pregnant and losing the Chad-baby. She has had several Chad-STDs too. She would still use me as an emotional tampon, but I did not absorb as well as I did before, I guess. I kept communication to a bare minimum. We stopped talking altogether a few years ago. I felt relieved and knew it was the right thing to do.

Now, a few weeks ago, she messaged me again. Her most recent Chad had left her (surprise!) and told her she is "too ugly" for his taste. She is now 30 years old. Over the years she has turned into what is now a 7-face and an 8 body. I would have been glad to pump and dump only a year ago, but I have wisened up to her since then. She has realized time is running out for her. She wants four children (just like her mom), but that is not realistic anymore. All her relationships have failed. She would be lucky to find a 6-7ish guy and get two children and a mediocre marriage by now. Of course she does not realize this. She still thinks she will find a Chad who will commit to her deteriorating looks and lacking commitment. Oh and let's put this into perspective; She is an immigrant. She has no formal education (although she has been studying for a decade to maintain a student residence permit in the country we both live in). She has very little to offer besides her depreciating looks. She still has this happy personality, but it is now mixed with episodes of despair and deliberate bouts of causing drama. She actually thought causing drama would convince her ex-Chad to commit to her. Just last week she sent me a picture of her crying. In what world does a photo of you crying add anthing to the words "I have been crying all day" to get more empathy?

So, during the past weeks I have talked to her to confirm my beliefs. I have held back on the red-pills for a bit, just to see what would happen. Her visa is now soon expiring. My hypothesis (bases on Briffault's law) was that she would be talking to me about helping her out either financially or going all out to convince me to marry her. I guessed she would stop communication as soon as she would learn I would not help her.

It took a lot of patience and determination to put up with the bullshit, but I have seen most of my MGTOW-beliefs confirmed. This woman has nothing to offer. She associates with me, because I can "save" her and yet she is not interested in any kind of serious commitment. Yesterday, she told me she loves me. She asked me to marry her. She wants to move in with me. She said she would take care of my two kids and after 6 or so months we could get divorced and all would be well. She would get her permanent residence permit and would be allowed to work full-time.

"What's in it for me?", I asked her provocatively. Of course I would never engage in a marriage with an expiration date. I will never engage in any "serious" relationship with any woman ever again. Being curious, I kept this information to myself and explored her psyche further. She could not name any advantage for me. She would not even just spread her legs for me. If you can't pay me $20k for a fake marriage, surely you could let me fuck you for half a year? "Well, maybe we will love each other?", she said. Of course, I am going to legally bind myself to a useless woman only to divorce her without any benefit for me on the very slim chance she will finally "love" me after a decade. Sure! Even if a pre-nup would work out, it would be illegal to engage in such a fake marriage for the sake of helping someone to obtain a permanent residence permit.

I have told her I do not see why I would engage in such a deal. She went from sending me nudes to being downright mean to me. I told her I would be happy to pay her $150 an hour for sex, knowing it would chase her off. Now she is ignoring me and I find all my beliefs confirmed once again!

... and nothing of value was lost.