So the love for women is the root of most of the miseries in my life. I want to ungenderize women. I want to see all walking skeletons. I want to truly go my own way. I don't want to love women. I don't want to be attracted to women. I don't want to keep giving my life to women. I want to live my own life without worrying about them. I would castrate myself but I really want biological children. I honestly feel that if I was not attracted to women my life would be sooo much more simple.