Of just about everything, from working a meaningless job to being forced to mingle with relatives i could give a fuck about. As I sit here in this hotel room I was railroaded in to paying for I now realize what it is I want out of life. TO BE LEFT THE FUCK ALONE. If I really wanted to talk to anyone i know how to pick up a phone. If I want to see anyone I have a car. I dont want to do any of that. I think im just done with people in general.