I don't want to spend my life bitter toward people. I chose to forgive my ex who had monkey branched on me. I didn't forgive her because that was the right thing to do. I was just sick and fucking tired of hating her. I don't need to be expelling any of my energy toward her. I decided to just forgive and move on. You don't hate a lion for ripping a deer to shreds with its teeth and eating it. That's just what lions do. You protect yourself from them and move on.

It's harder to forgive other women though. So many of them commit the same disgusting offenses against men and show exactly ZERO remorse. At least my ex showed some remorse. However, most women I see just use men for financial gain and think of it as completely normal. It's totally normal to them to just seek out a wealthy dude and target him not for marriage, but for divorce. Marriage is only a stepping stone to what they're after. They want that divorce and the cash and prizes that go along with it. I guess I'm not over the red pill rage yet. To me it just seems FUCKING SICK to not give a goddamn about a person as a human being and just use him for financial exploitation. I get mad at seeing users with not only no remorse -- they have no clue at all that what they're doing is wrong.

So, to recap where I'm at. I'm over the rage at the ex. The rage against other women -- not so much.