Currently 36 y/o.

After many years of liking girls/women (16+ is fair game were Im from), Ive plateaued.

Whats that you say?

Its when you have become completely numb to female enticement, even the most blatant flirting or sexual insinuations.

In the past 2 years, Ive bumped into a dozen or so women (mostly young girls in their 20's) and nothing has come about it because, simply, my core (soul, body, mind) sees/feels absolutely nothing in being with a woman.

I used to have Airbnb at my apartment here in Spain. Just to give you an idea: young girl from New York, a professional dancer, stays at my place. One night, she sits next to me, on the couch, with nothing but a one piece nightgown on (zero underwear), flirting and being down right sexy. I go back to my room and say good night. In the morning, she has the same thing on, only this time (while Im having breakfast) she leans on the railing (outside terrace), pretending to look outside, I can see her but cheeks, her strong and almost perfect legs. I get up, politely say goodbye and leave.

She had a beautiful body, but she's a trap. I will not submit, nor yield, to my male weakness.

Im saving money (and soon gonna spend it, whilst money has value and before hyperinflation comes), and have money saved from many years of hard work.

Im going to take a Sabbatical soon: buying a property in the middle of nowhere, building a cabin and stocking it up with tin food and such. Call me what you want, Im gonna be eating whilst most simps are gonna be in the bread line fighting off the most violent and ignorant generation this world has ever had.

Think hood rats on Black Friday at Walmart, on FLAKKA.

Anyway: I am at peace.

Ive come to the point of truly, fully seeing women as NOTHING. Worthless.

I respect them, as I do all people and living creatures. But after years of suffering and de-learning what my mother taught me (and going through hell as a kid, a young man, being raised by a single mother/feminist), I thank God for the place Im at right now.

Fellas: its tough, especially if you havent faced your demons and healed properly. But one should confront oneself, even though its painful.

Peace out bro's.