There will be that day, I won’t see the next day.

Sitting here with the realization birth is a form of a burden to me. [drowning in my own soul form of panic] - sometimes it hits me hard and I start twist and twirl and panic if laying down before bed.

Now I have to deal with the concept of inevitable death.

Once your here you are here. Short period of time compared to everything else. Lucky a 100 years.

Once your dead your dead, no 100% guarantee you’ll be coming back. Gone for ALL FOREVER! Just think about forever then just keep imagining forever like you never was born then moving forward forever and ever and ever until you fall into a crisis mode. Lol ☠️

Despite what many believe that there is thinking and thoughts and possibly life on the other side. Who knows it’s speculation till it happens.

I still question that it’s more probable cause after death it’s purely nothing.

Gone forever and ever and ever and ever. Before you was forever and ever and ever.

And so fourth if you wasn’t born you be forever not here.

But what’s more interesting is that forever and ever and ever literally is “forever”

Once dead you dead your gone never ever again alive.

What i usually think about is those who died there last thoughts and what is was like for them cause I will face that day too.

And I start to imagine that day.. what it’s like dying and start imagining the process of death. I try to imagine what it’s like, and surely enough I can’t handle that thought process so it’s now a burden because it’s inevitable.

Then I think about the world around me the fact I won’t be there ever ever again.

A lot of people I met said they don’t wanna be alive forever. Then I wonder how can you live with that idea.

It feels good to breathe and to think and eat.

Once dead you’ll never breathe and think and eat again.

That’s gone forever too.

It’s literally a blessing to even get to experience the taste of food.

But you know average ppl always say why you care when you dead your dead you won’t be able to care.

Yes your right but I’m alive now ass hole and this shit involves me and you. I’m organic as fuck so are you.

Just remember forever is at your door step. And it’s inevitable to be gone for all eternity of forever. Infinity time.