I’m 40 and my wife is 37. We met in our early 20s I want to a lot of the same parties together and ended up getting married. I was doing what one would expect a 25yo male would do and I did it a lot. I can say with confidence that I have been 100% faithful since I made that promise (Integrity and honor are a huge part of my family especially the men). I’ve always had a feeling that she’s done something behind my back and I’m trying really hard to be introspective and search for the source of this insecurity. Overall she’s never burned me and we’ve had a happy marriage and things are good, but I’ve always had this feeling, And I’ve noticed that after watching and listening to MGTOW and cheater videos to look for signs that my anxiety about this increases. I’d appreciate some advice thanks.