Since a very young age I developed a keen intellectual interest and always valued logical intelligence, along with simply being a decent human being, as a quality that I was looking for in any kind of interpersonal relationship.

I never found this quality in teenage girls and rejected the few advances from girls in my teenage years.

As I got older, I started to look for a relationship in Asia (China and Japan), as asian girls always appealed to me, had a reputation for being intelligent and there were none where I'm originally from in Europe.

I eventually had relationships with a few seemingly smart girls, just to find out that their intellect was that of a 4 year old and I quickly got tired of playing daddy for them.

I eventually made my way to red pill literature on the internet (I highly recommend reading "The Rational Male" by Rollo Tomassi) and came to the conclusion that my sex drive would never be strong enough to justify "manning up" to an alpha male role to keep a girl constantly in check, as I'm a naturally relaxed care free individualistic guy (not to be confused with a beta pushover).

This led me to the conclusion that I'd be better off on my own for the rest of my life and I've since gone MGTOW.