Hey y'all, my parents divorced just a year ago I'm 21 yo. Studying etc. Blablabla My real problem is I can't stay in a relationship for a while. My longest relationship is about a week. Now I think that I may don't like sex, not as usual mindless males. Some of my friend judged me as demisexual, sapio or even asexual which could be true btw. But I can't sure what I'm wanting. I like to love people but when it comes to having sex, I just can't. I feel terribly ashamed, I don't want to harm and if the person front of me don't have any feelings about me I can't do it. This is like a plastic world which is full of plastic emotions those I don't like. Having a good conversation with clever people gives me more pleasure than having sex, literally. I love girls just cause writing some poems to them. Girls inspire me a lot. Also I'm a perfectionist, may be this is the real reason why I don't like... I found MGTOW nearly 2 months ago, and it pretty tells my life style. I'm not gonna marry. I'm not gonna have a child. Loneliness is pretty good for now.