So, MGTOW has been a big influence on me for a while now. I see it as a community of men who genuinely aim for being better men focusing on God, themselves, and the important things.

That said, I do want a family and have been dating to find a woman have that with, but I'm doing it with a different sort of integrity that I've never had before.

Well, I met a woman and found what I thought was something different. Something special.

I was wrong. It was 3 weeks of magic, then poof, it vaporizes. And I don't get it, guys. This woman recognized me as a quality man. I thought she was an actual decent woman who wanted commitment too. Then, literally 3 hours after inviting me over, she says she can't continue getting to know me romantically. I look at her and say what are you talking about, things are great. In her own words, "I'm in a weird place, it feels like something is missing but I don't know what, and I hope I'm not making the biggest mistake of my life."

Yes. Yes she did make the biggest mistake. In her past, she's had men who treated her like shit, cheated on her, were toxic, and even engaged to one who cheated on her. Then she meets me, who is steady, loyal, romantic, and does things the right way, and she second-guessed it. How is this even possible?

I just want a committed woman who goes to church, wants a family too, and is a freak in bed. Am I wanting too much?

I'm done with women.