Hello MGTOW, I feel like a prisoner in my own mind. Everyday I wake up, I eat enough shitty food to prevent myself from being in pain, then I go and sit in front of the computer for 18 hours a day. Sometimes, I go and get something to eat, but thats the only time I ever leave the house. I read, game, do anything to not go insane, but to be honest if I died, I wouldn't mind it.

I would see it as my sentence is up and I'm being released.

I weight barely 100 pounds, am 5'8 and pale as hell. I'm also 19 and just got out of high school and still live with my parents. I recently got a job at my fathers place because I can't find a job that pays well and has good hours. I never have the motivation to learn or do anything other than game and sit around all day. I want to do more with my life than whatever this shit is.

I'm excited for nothing in life, I feel nothing but sadness and emptiness, I could go several days without talking to anyone in real life. I assume this place would have people who were in worse shape than I am currently, how did you change yourself? How would you recommend someone change themselves and do something with their lives?