I discovered MGTOW about a year ago when I felt I totally understood female nature then I met someone and I genuinely felt she was different. It turns out she was seeing another guy in our relationship even though she was telling me I was the one and that she wanted to spend the rest of her life with me.

When I found out about this and asked her if she could see there was a disconnect between what she was saying and doing she flat out refused to see she had done wrong and even accused me of trying to demonise her and besmirch her character. She would not apologize and in fact turned the tables on me and made me out to be the person who pushed her to do that all the while telling me how much she loved me and didn't want to hurt me by her actions.

It turned out she had been seeing him for a while and I was effectively friend-zoned in the relationship because she called on me to help her 'help a friend' who was going through something similar and so I gave her the advice to offer her 'friend' when in actual fact it was her I was advising all along. Her 'friend' was feeling guilty because she loved her boyfriend but was seeing this other guy on the side and felt conflicted by that. I never saw what was happening because she was so 'loving' to me.

She ended the relationship but told me that she would be happy to get back with me if this relationship doesn't work out because she didn't feel for him emotionally what she apparently feels for me. I feel a complete fool for believing her but she was so believable throughout. I did think I would be spending my life with her. She wished me all the best, told me she loves me more than she's ever loved anyone and then fucked off out of my life. The strange thing about it is one day 1 of our relationship she told me about this man but that he didn't mean anything whatsoever to her romantically. There are no unicorns. I will never date again and I'm not sure at this point in time if I will ever be intimate with a woman again. Every single woman in my life has treated me like shit and there have been a good few.