Hello all! Mid-thirties professional. Have income. Sexually frustrated MGTOW; porn isn't enough, it has been over a year-and-a-half since I've had sex. And even that last time, it was with a woman who posted pictures about 6 years old on OKCupid. She came in about 30 pounds over fighting weight. Had a bunch of gin and went through with it.

But I miss sex with young, fit women. Out of frustration, I checked out SeekingArrangement. This weekend I seem to have locked down a good prospect who is willing to do a pay-per-meet of $300. She said she was early 20s on her profile and had one name. After some good back-and-forth, I got her to send me a nude. Said I'd PayPal her a small token for a couple more.

She sends them. Hot! Thin, tight-thighed, perky B-cups Italian girl. Nice long, black hair. Through her PayPal, I'm able to doxx her. Being cautious, I spend some time doing so. Turns out she's 27 and has a different name than the one given. Call her on it; she comes clean. I tell her I'm happier that she's closer to my own age than 23, because I'd feel less creepy.

We've got a date set up next weekend. Basically told her we're going to smoke a J and go bar-hopping. She's down. For the price of $300, I'm guaranteed to seal the deal. Could afford this once a month without much of a problem, twice on good months. If the pictures are current, this is the kind of girl I'm yearning to bang, rather than wading through land-whales on Tinder and Bumble.

Would wrap it up of course. What are your thoughts on this? Go? No go? Ghost? As I said, this "service" is budget-able for me 1x per month without much harm. Have been sexually frustrated, but don't want to sleep with land whales (who are all I can pull, despite being higher SMV myself, due to online dating hypergamy). Blah blah blah. Sunday night prattling . . . .