My ex and I broke up some months ago after she left state with her family. We spent the last 2 years together surviving in an apartment we got together. We had gotten together under toxic terms but we made it work. She always had problems communicating from the start and it had eventually led to us getting into slight domestic violence. I never struck her or anything but she and I had both physical with one another, shoving each other about. It seems like even through all my compromises, problem solving, and resolutions I came up with, it's all my fault. Follow it up with her saying recently that she had used me for the recreational sides of life, I feel so empty. I feel alone and like I still need to fix it all somehow. Any help would be welcomed