I feel so depressed as a man to be chronicaly ill. Everybody just expects me to forget about this problem and go forward with the job and earning money. They just tell me its in all my head. Nobody is ready to accept my pain. They don't want to help me. They all dismiss my pain and the suffering that I am going through. All they ask me is about my career plan. despite of consistently telling them that i am in constant pain. There is no empathy or sympathy from their side. all my close friends and the family members have began to resent me. They think I am lazy. Its all in my head. Its depression and the anxiety. They say I should just meditate and stop thinking about it.

I am losing my value in my family. I'm not being called in the family functions or get together events. My friends somehow forget to invite me. They just don't want me as I can't provide financial safety to them anymore.

I AM ON THE VERGE OF COMMITTING SUICIDE... PLEASE HELP..