When I was younger I went on a couple of days with someone, but I wanted to go slow. The girl went straight to deepthroating me, and I told her to stop. She then got naked and jumped on me. I told her to stop. She didn't. I didn't stop her physically because I felt like I was a man, and it was manly to just do it. I'd be a bitch if I didn't. I'm not one to play the victim, but I felt terrible the whole way through, and, looking back I still do.

Any time I talk about it I have to phase it like a joke, because I feel like no one will understand. Even when I told my good friends, they popped jokes, (so I laughed).

Does anyone else have any common stories like this?