I can't focus on one thing at all. My career's great, has a great trajectory, the way I see it. All I did in life is just be focused, work, try new avenues for professional growth and try to be more successful.

Personally, there's absolutely NOTHING I did. Never had a Girlfriend, no one to share thoughts now, if I feel low, there's no one to talk to, and as a man you can't be vulnerable - that's another monster altogether. 31 Years old, unmarried, never had sex but a lot of desires. I should've done something when I was a little younger.

I don't see value in life anymore. I don't know what I'm doing for what and for whom. I don't want to say this, but, I don't want to live anymore. But I'm guilty as I have a career that a lot of my peers and my seniors would die for. I feel lost in the endless ocean. 😞