So my story's kind of complicated and long. I'm at a loss. In a nutshell I've recently become a father. I've also recently began my journey into seeking help for my Bipolar disorder. My ex is a misandrist Feminist who works for the NYCLU. I'm 25 and she's 22. The pregnancy was a total surprise because we used protection. This is a whole other part of the story.. We had a very rough and ugly breakup before our son was born. Actually, even before we knew she was pregnant. I found out that I was Bipolar after the break up and before the birth also. I want to be a part of his life, and hopefully even get to meet him soon but shes not allowing it! Shes saying things like I was just a sperm donor. Shes also saying all these things about the situation and me that are insanely off-base. All our conversations have been over email so I can provide a better understanding of all this if you wish. If anyone is interested in hearing the rest of this and think they might have some advise for me please message me. I feel hopeless and lost. The only thing I've ever wanted in my life was to be a good father.