Hello everyone, I suffer with various mental health issues, BPD and bipolar being the main ones, I have episodes where I act very strangely, I’m very paranoid, I hallucinate, I dissociate, I get confused of my surroundings etc. I was seeing this guy, he was there with me one of the nights I was having an episode, in fact the only reason he was there that night is because I was having an episode, he would often stay with me when I needed him and there was never any problems. On this night in question we were in bed after he had finally calmed me down, I was still in an episode, I was paranoid kept disassociating etc but I was calm and ready to fall asleep as it had been a very long day. After a few minutes of being in bed a few things happened that lead to us having sex, now I know this guy and I don’t think he’s any sort of pervert, however, the morning after and everyday since, looking back on this night it makes me feel uncomfortable I feel I was in a vulnerable state and he shouldn’t have had sex with me? Am I right to feel uncomfortable about this or is it just me looking to deeply into the situation? Any help will be greatly appreciated but please be kind, thank you so much for taking the time to read. Also just to add I have been raped in the past and he is fully aware of that.