I'm new to this sub and learning a lot! Something interesting happened and I'm trying to deal. My captain and I are long-distance right now. He's a marine and I'm about to graduate college. Hopefully, when quarantine settles, we'll proceed with the wedding. My captain and I were GOOD friends before our relationship began. It allows us to be open. We're watching x files together while face-timing as we often do. We finished a certain episode and before heading to the next we took a break so I could use the restroom and get some food. When I came back he said he didn't know why but he was suddenly super hard. We started talking about Scully( the female agent in the show). I said she's way cute and he agreed that she was "effing hot." We've talked about my male celeb crushes and it was fine. This didn't bug me too much but I became... Not jealous but...competitive? We regularly have masturdates over face time, so I gave him a couple of minutes to rub one out. While he did this I went back to my Pinterest boards and reviewed to pins on keeping your man focused.

I'm not jealous I don't think but I want to keep my captain focused on and hungry for me. It's one thing to take care of yourself physically. But emotionally and even mentally, how do I keep my captain chasing me? And is this even the right way to go about this? Edit: Text wall and grammar.