I very, very much want to fully trust my partner and belive in his path for us. But I find myself falling into moments of despair and frustration, when I feel like I need more from him (I probably don't, I just need to calm myself down and work of keeping myself happy).

How do I just relax? I'm partly wanting to do it so he will want to be closer to me again and I'll feel more loved (which in itself is controlling) ugh. Help save him and me from myself.

I wish I didn't feel so needy. 😕

We're long distance, and I'm 30 - which are definitely two factors that are triggering my anxiety, and need to control outcomes. 😐