Im not really the chessy person type (and i dont like baby talk) bc im a very realist one, i dont think too further from the future so i wont expect too much from my partner but im very sweet in person and very approachable but rn im in LDR which where i can only show my feelings for him is in limited options like in texting ,always responding and calling /video call. Idk why but its hard for me to sweet talk or tell him how much i like him in a detailed way or by using fancy words that can explain how i feel toward him and he could do it easily and it breaks my heart that im not giving him anything like that.

How do u sweet talk with ur bf? What kind of things that i can do to show him i appriciate his presence in my life?

I even told him that i can give him all my social media account to show how transparent i am to him but he said no so idk what else other than say i love u everytime i have a chance to.

I also have this bitch side where i wanna be in control or be very impatient but thankfully he always correct me , how can i stop myself from being bitch? Im very submissive but its different when it includes my life on it and idk why im getting all defensive when i need to adjust but he always have the space to stretch things out just so i dont have to change anything.