I was one of the "lucky" ones who found redpill after already having become redpill. Once I reached the top, however, I soon realised that all that partying, all that "love," and even that sex is over-rated by a society which has a chronic shortage of all those things, so it overrates them to the highest degree. I am sure that many of our members too have realised this - once you achieve all the things society has told are "good," and desirable, you realise how overrated they are.

I started as a "good" Ole' Incel, much like the one described in the sidebar. The only difference is that I never found TRP - I realised something was wrong, and I wanted to turn my life around. Due to natural good looks, some women were interested in me, but as soon as we started talking for any time longer than five minutes, they got scared off. I knew my social skills were wanting, and all I could think of in a conversation is "am I good enough?" and "is what I'm doing acceptable?" or "what does the other person think?". I had moved from an Eastern European country where all people in the class are "comrades," and even if you're super shy (which I never was), you will be accepted, and will be invited to all social gatherings etc.. UK is what fucked me up. The differences in culture are very strong, you have to experience both deeply.

I begun a long, hard journey of self-improvement. Through it, I was sexually based by fellow males (I'm not gay), battered, and sometimes hated myself, but I did it. I joined around 20 new clubs (cycling through them, progressively improving my social skills throughout), I approached random people on the street - all the sudden, people were interested in talking to me.

I got fit, I hit the gym for at least 3 hours daily, taking no regard for "recovery," and I got an amazing body. I was proud to show off what I had, and I started wearing tight shirts. I was proud of my body. The first time this happens in someone's life is an incredible time, you have to experience it to know what it feels like. At the risk of sounding cheesy, I would even say "born again."

I started going out pretty much every day, and everyone wanted me to be a part of their group. All the girls I knew were attracted to me. After 6 months of this, I realised that being socially isolated at some time in your life changes you, permanently. I was thinking "I am out, and having "fun"...Why am I not having fun? I am supposed to be having fun?" This is when I realised that society overrates popularity, and sex. When you don't have it, you strive for it, hold it in high regard. I remember how I thought of women. Before, I would have been happy to just be with a girl, even if she is just a 4, and has no personality, and just be with her. Not as in fuck, just as in talk, and just be there for each other - be each other's "soul mates." Leave society, and just be together. I realised, very soon, this is impossible. Women were not like I had made them out to be - but neither were the guys. Partying, going out, ONS... none of that was attractive to me. It disgusted me.

It was then I decided that I needed goals of my own for life, and, just like that, I burned all my phones, deleted my Facebook, and moved to Manchester. I decided to dedicate my life to meeting my goals, and just living for myself. I started a business, which was, and is successful. I spend about 14 hours per day on my business, and this is what makes me fulfilled. It is much more interesting than smashing any pussy, or hanging out at any bar. This is also when I discovered TRP and MGTOW, which explained everything to me.

This might sound like a MGTOW post. In fact, it is - but I have realised. One can not come to MGTOW from Omeganess/Betaness. Then he is a simple woman hater with no life. One must go into MGTOW from being an Alpha, as a result of wanting to pursue his goals, or simply legitimately not wanting clubbing/women/society. The only real way to MGTOW is from being an Alpha - this is why I can not tolerate the majority of the MGTOW community - they are just sore losers, many of who just concentrate on their work - but not as a career or their own business, but as a dead-end 9-5 job. This is not MGTOW - this is LGTOW (Losers Going Their Own Way).