Before I start this, I'll tell you this I'm 17 and a high school student in my senior year. As Beta as this sound my main interest isn't sex but I started handling things the TRP way.

So it has been a month since. I noticed that I have been the biggest beta fuck in my life and it's time to change. I wondered why I couldn't get a girl since the 4th grade and all this shit makes sense.

Now it has come to the first girl I am analyzing through TRP. She is an attention seeking girl who teases guys via fake flirting with her friends. The guys catch feelings and when the guy starts getting deep feelings, he'll admit and she will reject and fuel her attention seeking self.

I am one of those guys that caught feelings but I'm not one to join those who have fell for the trap or guys who are potentially on their way. I am making her suffer and I am ignoring her. I'm pretty sure she realizes it too and she had begun to talking less and less around me and redirecting her focus on luring other guys.

It was hard for me to stop interacting with her and returned once to what she felt was back underneath her trap. I have just noticed this shit recently and have been going under resistance training.

Today I even walked away from our table group and I felt her gaze on me as I was walking. I will not be satisfied until I hear the words from her mouth. Edit: I want her to say or I want to hear from her friends that she has caught feelings for me, like I want this girl whose abusing other guys and I want to make her feel like the other guys she's trapped

Am I leaving my beta nature and becoming an Alpha?

You experts be the judge if I'm on the right track.