I have an objectively terrible hand. I am 5'5 asian male ectomorph with an underbite and skin disease as well as moderate acne. My skin is both dry and oily, and if I spend too much time outside it becomes visibly obvious that something is wrong with my skin. Treating acne makes my skin disease worse and vice versa, it's complicated. My entire face used to be red, another time I almost lost my eyesight when my entire face was covered with basically a highly malicious version of cold sores.

Life is weird. I have been struggling to treat my eczema since I was a little kid. Eczema is difficult because it makes you physically uncomfortable in many contexts, basically like having a rash on your body for your entire life, treatment sometimes works and doesn't, and when it does it hardly works for long because the body develops a tolerance towards it.

Now I also have to battle with the realization that I also have an underbite and being very short, so it is really hard to feel secure with myself and swing for the fences when I have so much shit to deal with.

I'm going to a prestigious college in a month, where most kids grew up in white wealthy families with robust social circles etc. etc. so they know how to play on home turf so to speak quite well. Me on the other hand, I've always struggled to socially adapt as a kid due to my eczema despite being in a majority Asian American. My parents are also poor and don't speak English well. Their mindset is basically that I should just become a doctor or something and women will flock to me (lol).

Anyone else with a shit hand, please let me know how to make it work. I often find that most people on this sub discuss trp are 5'10+ and don't have a fucked up face or an extraordinarily difficult childhood, they are usually discussing how to spin their plates more effectively or something, usually have had numerous experience with girls before (I have 0) and are just looking to score a gorgeous girl for hookup or short term intimacy, whereas I am really struggling to develop any sort of impression of being sexually attractive to the majority of women