Hey dudes,

Ive been reading TRP for maybe 6 months now, and it's been super frustrating. I couldn't internalize the teachings in the moment, IRL. I could understand them intellectually, and see that my whole life has actually adhered to TRP, but not practice it. Recently, something happened to me. It was basically a huge family fight, but it made me so fucking upset. Felt like a real victim. Whined and complained. But for what? Doing that shut didn't help. You know what did?

I meet up with my friend, his wife, and they apparently invited their female friend. 27 years old, a solid 8, platinum blond hair, 5 foot, and sexy with curves. Before I'd get nervous. Do I shake her hand? Should I hug her? Is it weird to hold eye contact?

Fuck it. Without even thinking, while my friends are literally trying to introduce me, I cut them off and stick out my hand, "My name is Alan, what's yours?" I proceeded to learn she is in heroin recovery, as am I. So I monopolize the conversation and it's basically me and her talking while the other two sitting and making faces at each other. I held my frame, and instead of treating her like a dude, which I would've before because "were all equal", I played the role of the man, and her the woman. We go back to the couples place and chill. Escalating kino. Haha the end of the night she makes an excuse to literally massage my cock under my pants. I'm beat, I don't Fuck people in recovery until I know I won't Fuck them up so I don't chase a lay. Instead I grab her pull her towards me and tell her to get her phone, I want to put my number in it. She does. She then literally texts me 4 min after she leaves.

We hang out for the next four days straight. I'm on fire. I don't know when or how my thinking shifted, but I'm so damn thankful that I have to write this. She's my prize. I treat her well bc she listens to what I say and when she says or does something I don't like, I make it known.

I order her food for her, make her pay. I put my foot up without saying a thing, she ties my shoe. I am the most outgoing person wherever we go, I talk to fucking everybody. Plus I have a sick, innapropriate sense of humor that she digs. Even when the jokes aren't that funny. I'm a man. She's my woman. She is there to serve me, and I honestly think she likes it.

Sent me nudes yesterday, I tell her I like em, and I want to see more IRL. Literally says, "I do too! I am always around and down to chill!" Aka hit me up to Fuck next time. I think I will. Smoking hot straight up Russian. High n count, bad previous relationships, but Fuck it. I'm just trying to get my dick wet with a cool chick. I'm new to this, so hopefully I didnt pick an insane one, but I'm confident that I can handle it. The best part is, I am comfortable just walking away. The freedom in that is amazing.

I just want to get out at how fucking grateful I am for this subreddit. I was raised by my mom, then she married a beta cuck fuckhead who is the opposite male role model that I needed. But I see that shit now. The world is so different. That's not a nice sensitive guy over there. He's a beta who is sexual frustrated and being used by woman all the time. That girl isn't insulting me to make me feel like shit. She's testing me bc she actually wants me to fuck her tits out.

I'm just psyched that I'm actually seeing progress. I'm becoming a new man, an actual man. And I did it my fucking self. I'm not 100% where I want to be by any means, but I'm so much better off than even a month ago that I just want to grab the world by the pussy and fuck it my way. Thank you so much for this subreddit. Swallowing the red pill was so painful, made me angry, depressed, resentful, and finally I accepted it. It's a fucked up world, but I know the truth now and I'm going to use it to my advantage. Thanks for whoever read this. This shit changed my life. Rock on brothers.