I'll describe how I became Red Pill.

Before I dive into this subject I need to write how I came to this conclusion and how not to be solipsistic cunt.

One girl broke me and it took me 5 years to get over it. She basically was a dark triad with daddy issues. Her father was a dark triad (businessman who never spoke to her) and her mother (post wall entitled selfish materialistic whore). The mother was pretty much fucking an older man for money. The warning signs were there but I was drunk with lust. Even my parents warned me but I was a SOLOPSISTIC CUNT.

She broke up with me and it shattered my ego. I became depression, had low-self esteem and I was essentially beta. It didn't make any sense to me at the time because I was above her attractive scale (she's a 7), had higher status than her and DID EVERYTHING FOR HER. I thought everything was great but I was a beta in her eyes but in my mind I was alpha. I was a SOLIPSISTIC CUNT with no game.

I wasn't always like this, I lucked out and I hit the genetic lottery and have amazing redpill parents who instilled traditional values at a young age. I was raised to be a good husband and father. Had high standards for myself, was confident, and didn't give a fuck what people thought about me. But she destroyed me.

Throughout university I was depressed, lacked positivity and ambition.

I thought university is where I would find my wife and work hard in school but that didn't happen. Instead 5's to 6.5's would want to fuck me but 7's and 8's wouldn't. They just wanted to have fun and live in the moment. From my observations no woman on campus wanted to be courted in a traditional way, rather hookups were considered a first date. I didn't get it, these women where going for the artsy, shitty tattooed, douchebags or the loud jock douchebag pretending to be alphas. I tried to fit with those douchebags by being one of them but I just lost myself because deep down inside I knew it wasn't me. University was just a nightmare, I hated it and not to mention a complete waste of time and money. It was horrible because I was a SOLIPSISTIC CUNT.

I'm out of school and found theredpill and began lurking here. It has literally taken me 10 months to regain myself, my confidence, my happiness and my positivity. At the same time I accepted the truth by knowing life isn't fair, your happiness cannot come from other people and you can never expect anything from anyone.

I workout 6 days a week, working on my own business and work part time. Life is difficult and I enjoy it that way. Overcoming obstacles builds character, getting laid easily doesn't.

Now my observations. Where those guys that were getting laid constantly not solipsistic? No, they were. They simply relied on luck to get laid. None of them really understood what women were thinking of them. 99% of them had rose tinted glasses on and completely oblivious what people thought about them in general. I doubt they could even comprehend things other than themselves and I could tell that most of them are beta, and not very intelligent. It was even the eyes of the girls that were fucking them, they knew they were needy but they were fucking them because of status and because they were more fun than some guy busting his ass to get ahead.

The Red Pill is therapy from solipsisticism and it's meant for higher level thinkers. Understanding what other people are thinking is far more complicated puzzle then any equation you could solve.

P.S. A thing that helped me greatly was NoFap, for me jerking off was an escape, a quick drip of dopamine. It was essentially the same thing chicks in university were looking for when I was at school, a quick drip of dopamine. I found that if I can control that urge for the quick drip then I am much more confident and productive in what I am doing.

I hope this helped you guys in one way or another.