Let me start from the begining. this post is a story of me finding out about red-pill, path and purpose of life. (before redpill just for context) I was about to complete my engineering, had a girlfriend whom I ofc kept on pedestal. Education was shit, merely cleared my engineering. Had no purpose in life. Used to watch TV/series all day. Did not study at all. Suddenly I came across a post, it was about redpill. I started relating to it, it spoke about relationships, purpose of life and other redpill stuff. Dug deep into the topic. As I kept reading I started to realise why girls do what they do, why people do what they do. Started looking at everything from a redpill perspective and it actually gave me a clear idea. Before, I used to blame my girlfriend for acting out, later I realised it was me being a pussy. Going off topic, this post is more about hanging in there. Anyway let me shift back!

Post redipll, I began searching to do something, finding a propose. Picked a technology from my domain started working(studying). Kept on for about 4-5 months, later realised there is no future scope (it was related to mechanical).

Later discovered a course to switch my domain to IT. Studied for its entrance exam day in and out this was the only chance to coverup for the lost years. I was in top 100, amongst 50k students who appeared for the exam.

The course is still going on. I'm sure I would grab a more than decent job post the course. I've been working(studying) for minimum 12hrs a day for past 6-7 months. I know there are many who work far more than me. But I feel good looking at the past me who did not study/work at all. Past me would have never thought that even I could get this far. I could even study for that matter! I'm certainly at a better stage rn! During the course I also had an operation, I was bed rested for entire 2 months, but didn't feel sorry for my self, which I would have if it wasn't for redpill.

For some it would be just a rant but had to let it off my chest, giving it back to the community.

Summing up, just don't give up, it won't come tomorrow but eventually it will. For the beginners with nothing to do and trying to figure out what to do a tip - just pick one thing and start studying I guarantee you'll find something to do or something you're good at, not tomorrow but eventually!

Things I've learnt 1. Don't worry what others might think 2. Don't satisfy other's ego 3. Don't seek for validation 4. Don't feel sorry, rather introspect, figure out what went wrong so that you won't repeat the same mistake. 5. Life is about learning from mistakes rather than cursing yourself 6. They don't think about you as much as you think they might be thinking (think about it) 7. Try to stay away from chicks untill you become successful (don't think only about chicks all the time) 8. No one will give a shit about you, untill you are successful 9. Get a new pair of underwear every 6 months 10. Lastly, don't try to act smart, if you are it is just about time it will be reflected by your success. Just work with dedication.