This is my first post here and the first attempt at a rant so be gentle. I've been reading TRP for a while now seeking informations towards personal development mostly but i dig some of the sexual strategy posts. My experience with red pill was overall a brain masturbation and i'm no longer afraid to admit it. I found the sub while already being in a LTR and thought my relationship is going quite well so i never went on a journey to seek sexual abundance.

Last night i heard a very harsh red pill truth from the mouth of my oneiti. We had some arguments which caused us to stop interacting for a while. Last night we got together again and i managed to hold frame for a while until we started to talk about what happened while we were separated. She admits her only way to get over me was to start fucking another guy that aproached her on Tinder. My frame crushed for about five minutes because i've been reading about this on the sub but never thought it would happen to me. I immediately thought about red pill and my only solution was to escalate and fuck her.

I'm shocked that while the thought of it is still on my mind i really don't give a fuck about it because i get to have sex again. I never thought i would thank this subreddit for preparing me for moments like this but here i am with an AWALT case and feeling like i have just taken a step towards swallowing the pill for good.