tldr: I acted beta for a "special girl" and was immediately reminded how true AWALT is.

I've been following the red pill for maybe 3 years now. I've gone from total beta goober to a confident attractive male. I still have miles to go, but looking back on where I was gives me all the motivation I need to keep going.

Anyways, it's the start of a new school year and I met this new transfer girl, lets call her Lilly. Lilly was maybe a 7, but at my engineering school the scale is basically shifted by 2. Lilly and me were hitting it off, and she started asking me questions about how often I hook up with chicks, because she was firmly "against" hookup culture and is looking for a relationship.

Now this is where I fucked up, and I've learned my lesson. I actually believed her. I basically reverted back years of work and became a beta again, because for some reason I wanted to believe that