I've lurked in TRP for a while now, and I've been trying to incorporate it into my life. At first I did so because I wanted to get a bunch of pussy. I've been dieting, hitting the gym, trying to master an instrument, and reading a lot more. The more and more I think about it though, the less and less I'm interested in a relationship for the physical side and the more and more I want it for the emotional ride.

I'm an emotion junky. My previous relationships were quick-burns that focused on feeling good. Sex is fine, I like it, but I like the emotions so much more. That said, I'm done being hamstered and letting my emotions get the better of me by bringing me to a point where I will bend over backwards for a girl I'm invested in.

So, to the crux of my question. I want emotion, but I recognize it only fucks me. I enjoy physicality, but if it doesn't lead to emotion, why am I investing my time and energy when I could be investing more in myself and what I like? So I'm left with the inevitable conclusion: why not just buy a hooker? I get my dick wet, it's cheaper than a night out for someone who generally dislikes the bar and club scene, and at least I'm support women who understand the game and are trying to make it work to their benefit while they can.

Thoughts?