To start this off I'm going to tell what happened in the last two years since it's approximately 2 years since my last post on TRP:

Soon after writing my Guides for young TRPers (you can check it in my post history). I was on a roll, I had one girl after another until my naive self caught feelings for one girl. To make this story short: I had a LTR of about 1,5 years with said girl and broke up a month ago because I let her make me a shell of my former self. When I broke up I already knew that I had to get back to where I was beforehand, so I hit the gym and I hit it hard. In one month, I succeeded to fill out my old shirts again thanks to insanely strict nutrition and extra supplementation. I bought new clothes, got a new workplace in an insanely big IT company (twice as big as Microsoft) and my life generally goes upwards at the moment.

"But RLazerbeam what does the headline have to do with the content?!"

Relax, I was just about to tell it:

As is tradition I started talking to random girls in the city and on the street, I gained around 4 numbers in 1 week of which I already got 2 to a F-Close, both others are yet to come. One of the girls I F-Closed with started to get attached, a lot. I f-closed with her on the second date and she slept in my place. Some hours ago after I've literally destroyed my legs in the gym I got a message from her where she states that she isn't sure about the date tomorrow. To that point I made it clear that I'm not interested in a relationship and I'm clearly just enjoying life at the moment; I thought she would echo that but boy was I wrong!

She started going off on things I said, calling me a liar who's only interested in sex and whatnot, basically just ranting about anything that came to her mind, like a little child. When it came to telling me that I stated my intentions wrong I set her right, and said that I am definetely not interested in a relationship; and even if I was that behaviour of her wouldve set me off.

She apologized and asked if there was even the slightest chance of getting together at some point. I knew this situation all too well; many posts were written about this and one sentence stood firmly in my head when it came up:

Any woman would rather have a chance to be with an Alpha, than to have a sure-shot on a Beta

Right there, she basically gave me a free pass to keep her as an female orbiter, an endless sex dispenser which I can dump if she doesn't use the chance I gave her and meanwhile I stated my intentions and the fact that I am not exclusive with her so I am free to fuck whatever other girl I want, too.

I'm completely aware that this is in the dark triad territory; I just wanted to share this because I thought it belongs here, as a Field Report.